Thursday, October 26, 2006
stoicism
- finally, i've come to blog again. just feel kinda weird today. it's gonna be my whole day at home, staring into blank air, not knowing what to do. i'll not be seeing belle today!! i've been meeting her for the past few days and today seems strange. nvm, i should be dependant. no one is cooking for me, i'm lazy to buy food and lazy to cook, so i think i'll go on with an empty stomach for the time being.
- the past flashed through my mind just out of the blues, it's tormenting me, really. i don't wanna think of it anymore, i'm seem to be afraid suddenly, i really need some stoicism for the time being. sorry everyone if i ever gave you a cold shoulder.
;7:20 PM